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[Nov. 25th, 2009|04:38 am] |
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Steamboat in Jemmo's room, let's do it again people!
This is how 1C works.
Jemmo's hidden slide for Educational Psychology II presentation. Haha!
One puff of heaven and love never ends. Shhh..... |
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| What you want and what you don't. |
[Nov. 24th, 2009|03:39 am] |
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I don't understand why human complicate things so much. You reap what you sow but they always attribute their misfortunes and unhappiness to external factors when everything is ultimately within each individual's control. I fathom nothing from your complications. Vagueness and ambiguousness been loitering around this issue so significantly that I am planning to let it move without control. What's there to try? It's either you like someone or you don't. Honestly and seriously, your complications are polluting my simplicity and now I'm beginning to feel baffled. I'll let nature takes its course and let the flow moves on its own. We don't try to love because it happens when it needs to happen.
And whatever it is, we're no longer at the age where we can ignorantly explore love, thinking that it's the most amazing part of life that we engross ourselves completely into it. Love is never everything, through experiences we ought to have realized this. There are many other greatness in life that I want to explore and I will never stop to wallow in self-pitying, never ever again.
Sow a thought you reap an act.
Sow an act, you reap a habit.
Sow a habit, you reap a character.
Sow a character, you reap a consequence.
Last but not least, I hate GESL! |
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| Consequence of stress. |
[Nov. 20th, 2009|02:39 am] |
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I almost died from laughing! Hahahahaha! |
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[Nov. 16th, 2009|10:39 am] |
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I am giving myself 2 months to shed the fats off. |
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[Nov. 15th, 2009|10:56 pm] |
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I don't trust you, not at all. |
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| Say never ever |
[Nov. 13th, 2009|07:15 pm] |
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"Not everything that can be counted counts, and not everything that counts can be counted."
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[Nov. 12th, 2009|03:04 pm] |
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This is the second time this week that I've fallen so bloody sick with all the coughing, sneezing and vomiting. I was telling kf that i suspect it's because i drank the water from the boiler which has been there for quite a while. You see, the toilet and pantry are both nowhere near the room. Therefore, it is extremely troublesome to walk a distance to refill water. Out of desperate measure, as i was like a Sahara Desert desiring for water, i decided to contemplate no more and drank from the boiler. The end result was to wake up and run my life off to the toilet to puke out water and some of last night's supper.
The best part is i skipped Maths Tutorial when they're going through the past year questions. Let's pray that Dr.Flor will be kind enough to allow a one-on-one consultation with me otherwise i am definitely going to fail my damn Maths Exam next week.
Where are you when i need someone to whine to?~ |
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| We behave like boys |
[Nov. 11th, 2009|04:39 pm] |
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I just realized that everyone typed in capital letters, hahahahahaha!
Hopefully, there isn't anymore "IN MEMORY of MOJOJOJO and HEYBABY" this coming Friday! |
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| You and Me |
[Nov. 10th, 2009|08:23 pm] |
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We seem to argue, laugh and ponder all together at once within a day. There're so much to experience with you, i can't wait for more to come. See you on Saturday, Slutty Bitchy Oreo! Haha! |
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| Happy 21st Lim Karmun! |
[Nov. 10th, 2009|06:10 am] |
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My dearest, hope 21st will be a brand new phrase of your life full of happiness and good memories! Many many loves! |
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| blue stress awaits |
[Nov. 9th, 2009|07:57 am] |
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My struggle to fight off my the 'other' had a heavy price to pay. A struggle between being real or being conveniently superficial. There comes a point of time when i am plainly sick of putting on a mask and instantly let go of the inner rage. I've to admit that i allow emotions to take over my rationality. I can't deny when Duck told me how she felt. All i've to say is that my intention was never to involve any other uninvolved party, simple as that. My apology for the outrageously immature behaviors i have displayed, to the innocent ones. I've had enough of munching over this issue, we need to learn to put appropriate full stop to a sentence and not abuse the conjunctions or commas. Let's continue no more.
Sometimes, i got overboard with my words and forgot to put a thought for you. For the friends i've done that to, i am sorry. Ducky, i am always verbally abusing you so frequently that i do feel bad afterwards. Don't know why i am feeling this but the menses is probably the catalyst giving me all the blues. I can't change myself, the obnoxious self that i begin to abhor so violently, it sickens me completely. |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2009|06:30 pm] |
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It is just a point away from passing, seriously. I need a shoulder to cry on now. |
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| One time |
[Nov. 1st, 2009|06:38 pm] |
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This is life. |
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| Happy Halloween! |
[Nov. 1st, 2009|05:30 pm] |
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I think i have played enough and in fact, too much for this week. Partying two days in a row isn't really the coolest activity but Supperclub was really awesome. Halloween was a real nightmare come alive when i was made to party with a fever but everyone really took care of me, i am so sorry to be such a spoiler!
Now it's time to mug and play no more. Jemmo and i were crying over the thought of this entire week of insanity. I have like 3 presentations, 2 assignments submission and 1 freaking paper this week. Bless me, hopefully i can make it to Sheryl's game this Wednesday! All the best girl!
1C decided to play dress up that day for early Halloween. Can you see what i was trying to dress up as?
My favourite spoiltbrat! Fir Weasley and Jojo Potter!
We were playing around with everyone's stuff, mix and match!
Say 'HI". HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
The impossible to be suppressed black forest! HAHAHAHA!
The people i have not seen for the longest!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! Everyone was damn pissed off when i popped out from nowhere.
The getai princesses. HAHA!
The sweetest photo of the season. Ex-convict, Jemmo Lim, found an injuried Camel, javier Poon, and decided to return it to the zoo. Haha!
The result is still not out yet, cross my fingers and pray hard!
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[Oct. 27th, 2009|02:48 am] |
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The journey feels like an endless treasure hunting adventure, every moment is filled with different emotions, fear, excitement, happiness, anxiety and sorrow. Sometimes, it got a little tedious, a little too strenuous and a little too unbearable. I stopped and sat for a pause, a break. To begin the journey again was an overflowing of reluctance, like crawling out of that comfort zone, coaxing myself to step out and move. We seem to be searching for an answer, an answer that never seems to arrive but we keep believing that one fine day, that if it is meant to be, we'll see that answer surfacing right in front of us. My answer seems to arrive now, to find myself and i found, find my goals and aims which i am trying to achieve and fulfill.
Jeremy was telling me that i would probably get my PPT result this Wed or Thurs. I don't really wish to see the result, though a little part of me struggles with tiny glimpse of hope that everything wouldn't turn out as bad as i thought. So many dreams which i can't wait to reach out to, just a little more faith to touch them now.
Ducky Ng, Sheryl Wee, Sher Ghui, Nicole Pestana, Siti Raf and Nat, you girls are missed! Anyway, I can't wait these two weeks of nightmares to quickly go away! I am almost dying from 4 hours of studying and rushing assignments. Goodness! And my dearest roommate has been enjoying her sleep since 10pm, i am jealous! |
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[Oct. 24th, 2009|10:38 pm] |
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I had a nightmare dreaming that i failed my physical test and the entire 1C was so disappointed in me that they all ostracized me in school. I cried after waking up from that dream and i seriously think i am never gonna make it to become a PE teacher. Hai. |
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[Oct. 22nd, 2009|04:41 am] |
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Two weeks of continuous insanity, the emotional stress is literally pulling me apart and i absolutely can't wait for this nightmare to quickly end. 1 journal down and 4 more assignments to go. It's so ironic when people complain about their lives getting really monotonous and admire the one with a life of unpredictable routine when she actually wishes that she has a rather peaceful and boring life. Think about it in this perspective, it's better to die of tedium than of stress.
Beside school work, i am extremely terrified and nervous about my physical test this Friday because it's a totally make it or break it issue. I know the entire 1C is behind me but that's exactly the reason why i got so tensed up because i am afraid of putting my hope too high and ends up in disappointment again. Please, let me pass!
The ultimate loves!
November will bring me to you! |
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[Oct. 15th, 2009|01:55 am] |
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I am talking to my cousin right now on the msn, chatting about how life has taken so many twists and turns for us that i wish so badly to return to our younger days. Those were the days where simplicity was plainly enjoyed, nothing complex nor heartbreaking. Alot of times when we talk about how beautiful past is for us, we realized how we are actually suffering under the reality facing us now but time and time, i never complain because every moment is a gift and we just have to appreciate it so that days go by easier.
Today is one of those days where kf isn't around and i am just lying down on the bed enjoying the music running through my playlist after a smooth talk with Rafidah, the people that know me best. Save the hassle of explanation because the heart freezes with too many explicable details and i do actually have a weak heart.
We'll just play along, this game that can only to be played when you're young. Time waits for nobody, don't waste your youth away. People, play this game and have fun yo! |
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[Oct. 7th, 2009|02:32 am] |
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Hey love, we've almost no right to control what others can possibly say about us but at least remember, i am always here with you. There're times when we feel lost, like the entire world collapsed on us but what keeps us moving on is the people around and ultimately yourself. Never lose such battle, believe in the infinite ability within you and prove those lowly eyes wrong!
I've less than 3 weeks more to go before my physical test. Everyone seems to be more anxious than i do. I just love 1C so much that i can't wait to be part of them! Hey 1C, you people rock my world yo! =D
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